This week...

i have been a bit down =(
not too sure why.
i think the devil is really bugging me.
starting to just feel not as happy as what i could be.
i've been spiritually half i guess unlike the past few weeks where i've been alive.
yeah...this is one of the times when i'm kinda sad.
argh!...i really need all the prayer i can get.
Please pray for me.

Scary Dream!

The night of 11/10/04 or maybe the early morning of 12/10/04, I had a really scary dream. I'll get to the point.

The dream was about me being rejected for being a Christian at school. All my friends left me and I was really lonely. Even one of my best friends left me so I was really hurt. During the dream, I heard the words which he used to reject me with. I could feel my heart throbbing in pain. I have probably never felt so hurt before. That was when I woke up and realized the sacrifice of being a true Christian.

-;{Friends};-

Friends.
I have seriously got the BEST friends at church!=D
That includes everyone I know so if you're reading this, you're one of them.
God has blessed me so much!
I'm gonna do a thing kinda like "what i see in you" on the riotyouth site and post it here later coz it's gonna take a while.
Thank you all for being my friend.

::-|First week back at school|-::

Pretty good week although I was very tired after the call. =S
I was half conscious during Monday and slowly, my consciousness has risen and tomorrow, I should be fine.
During the past few days, I have had either not much homework or no homework which is great!
Also, I now really like the Australian Maths Competition! The only reason is because of the money prizes. hehehe. Because the standard has been raised a lot, I am quite fortunate to be awarded a prize. I got 130 out of 150. Good enough.=)

My week has gone pretty smoothly apart from one period which is First Aid. Dodgy teacher. hehe. Yeah. We use laptops at my school and I have an older one than everyone else (i'm getting a new one next year). Because my first aid teacher does NOT know anything about computers (well he does know a bit but not much at all), he tells me to go to "explorer" so I go into "internet explorer". He said it wasn't the right place so I went to "windows explorer" (windows + e). He said no again. So I said I didn't know where it was. He then started to say "Stop faking and go to it!" when I sincerely didn't know! Oh well. lol.

Anyways, I've tried to sleep during most periods but am yet to succeed.=( One more day to try.
Oh, and I have a history test tomorrow which is to be done in pairs. hehehe. I'm the scribe and my friend does all the thinking.=)

Another thing is that I had a "God" talk with my friend. I feel that he is interested in Christianity. I'm not sure how close he is to believing in Jesus but he could be very close.=D

[=The Call=]

The call was great!

We left at about 6:15pm on Friday. Me, Jonno, Jaz and Loza were on a bus together (the silver bus). During the bus trip there, I only got 35 minutes of sleep and that affected me later.

I found fasting without water very challenging. Because I fasted the bus trip as well, I hardly had any energy left for the call because of the lack of sleep. From 10:00 - 10:30, I was struggling very hard to stay awake. At about noon, I was totally exhausted and I was about to faint. Thankfully, God sustained me through the tough times and it was all worth it in the end. =)

The bus trip there was much better. I slept for about 6 hours altogether (I think).